Stress

I often find that I live by or for stress. There is always something to stress about. Usually I have more control over it and it's my fault, such as procrastination. Unfortunately, lately I find my life being governed by others and leaving me little I can find to change about it. This may all sound petty, but it's been quite annoying, just ask Rheanna. A few weeks ago, my boss started asking me to work longer hours to get more done. Supposedly this was temporary, but it keeps getting extended and things are getting more demanding. On top of it my assistant hasn't been there all week, each day a new excuse, hopefully someone else will fire her so I don't have to. The bad part of that is that I can't carpool b/c no one else works the weird hours. It also means that I get home later, argh, I like being home at 4:30. I have recommitted myself to get to the gym as that is a stress reliever. Due to my lack of carpool I don't have Aaron and James to talk to each day and relieve all of my craziness before I get home and dump it on my wife. So, if I seem to be falling apart, you now know why. I even forgot to make an agenda for a meeting today, where is my organization? Basically, I'm complaining and living in a phase of "woe is me." I guess I should be grateful that I have a job, but why can't it just work to meet all of my needs?